I just broke down.
Dont ask.
Its serious.
its hurting too much.
i hate this.
i dont want to continue life like this.
it sucks.
a lot.
ARGH.
why is it so fucked up these days.
URGH.
-.-

i dont know why im like this.
WHY HAVE I WEAKENED.
I. HATE. MYSELF.

my whole day sucked.
its like that.
a small thing affects my whole day.
BLAH.
-.-
doesnt anyone care anymore.
does life have to be a bitch and kick me right in the face.
WHAT.
IM A LOSER.
WHATEVER.
IM GOING NUTS AND EMO OVER SOME SMALL MATTERS.
IM INSANE.
RETARDED.
CRAZY.
WHATEVER.
FUCK.


--~ @ 11:39 PM